Destiny Mine by Anna Zaires

** Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

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Fate made us enemies. I made us lovers.

In a different world, we were meant for each other.

This is not that world.

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devoured this book. I love Anna Zaire’s novels so much and Destiny Mine was everything that we have come to love and expect from her. There was love, and passion … so much passion … and soldier/spy stuff and tender emotional moments.

Peter is as domineering as ever, even though he is fully in love with his sweet Ptichka.

Destiny Mine reminded me a lot of the original Twist Me series that inspired all of these spin-offs. The first book in this series is still my favourite, but I love the direction that the author is taking and there were some momentous scenes in this instalment.

Peter and Sara’s story does not end here. Be warned that there is another book coming in the series to finish it off, but I didn’t feel like this was a major cliffhanger either. I am fervently hoping that the conclusion will be released before the end of the year!!

I am also praying that Ms. Zaires will start writing about Anton, Yan, or Ilya right after. Yum!

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Review: Captured Miracle books 2 & 3

I reviewed the first book in the Captured Miracle series by Alannah Carbonneau a few days ago. Click here if you haven’t read it already.

I’m reviewing the second book, Bleeding Heart, and the third book, Divided Souls together in this post.

I’m not sure of the word count – I read the ebooks – but they definitely felt short. And young. I read all three books in the same day and by no stretch of the imagination did I spend the whole day reading on the couch.

I don’t think they were novella sized, but definitely not the length of romance novel I am used to either. As in the first post, this is a “dark romance” series that is really more of a light grey. I felt like they were YA novels, not grown up enough for me.

Here are the covers:

woman wearing black corset and pearls against retro background

With no hope of running from Calix, Nova does the only thing she can do. She accepts him. She accepts his darkness and cherishes his edges. After their wedding only two weeks into her capture, Nova is taken across the world to honeymoon with Calix in lavish romance that tricks her mind and heart into falling deeper than the blue abyss of the ocean, in love, with a monster.

But it’s not all bliss and romance, because Calix really is a monster, and he’s more than determined to keep Nova as his own – forever. Even the revenge that powered his every action has withered in comparison to the need Calix feels to possess Nova to completion. However, there are some actions that even true love cannot forgive.

In the quest to bind her irrevocably to him, will Calix overstep his boundaries and push Nova away from him forever?

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Nova has been home for nearly two months, dying inside, as her soul struggles to continue living life without Calix – her husband, her lover, her captor. With the help of her sister, Nova finds a way to escape the rescuing clutches of her father to return to Calix.

Through all the damage done, and all the horrors stripped to stand exposed, can the wrongs enacted become right? Can the monster lurking beneath Calix’s very handsome skin remain dormant – or will that monster ruin all the beauty thriving – in a moment of fear.

When life hangs in the balance and our true nature is tested, will instinct prevail over compassion? And can forgiveness exist for a future when the past is tainted with bloodshed?

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Unfortunately, I didn’t love these books. The premise to the story is good, but the writing reminded me more of an amateur who writes stories on one of the many sites that litter the web. Not something worth purchasing.

To begin with, none of the characters had any depth. They fell flat, their confrontations juvenile and nothing was a surprise. I could see where the author was going from stage one and nothing surprised me. All of the books were predictable.

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Calix gets Nova pregnant by arranging for Doctor Lady to give her a fake Depo shot? Called it. She gets “rescued” early in her pregnancy and they are separated for weeks before she runs back to Calix? Saw that coming. Etcetera, etcetera.

Unfortunately all these things add up to only getting a two and a half stars from me. I had high hopes for the series when I first read the book blurb but better luck next time I guess.

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Keep Me by Anna Zaires – book review

This is a series of three books, the second of which is Keep Me, and I’m reviewing it in this post. I will post reviews of the third book shortly. This review WILL contain SPOILERS for the first book, Twist Me.

Anna Zaire writes a couple of series. The one that I am going to review is a modern, new adult, (very) dark romance. The male protagonist (Julian) is an anti-hero, a very successful international weapons dealer. In the first novel, he kidnapped 18yo Nora and took her to his extremely remote private island in the South Pacific where he held her captive, a victim for his violent erotic urges, bending her mind to his will.

After rescuing her from his enemies at the end of book one, Keep Me picks up a couple of months later when Julian shows up in her hometown of Chicago, where she is again living. Willing to take her by force, Nora is happy that Julian is alive and well and agrees to leave with him, travelling to his native country of Colombia, where the story takes place.

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Book Blurb:

Abducted at eighteen. Held captive for 15 months.

It reads like one of those headlines. And yes, I did it. I stole her. Nora, with her long dark hair and silky skin. She’s my weakness, my obsession.

I’m not a good man. I never pretended to be one. She can love me, but she can’t change me.

I can, however, change her.

My name is Julian Esguerra, and Nora is mine to keep.

***Keep Me is the sequel to Twist Me, told from both Nora & Julian’s POV.***

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Nora undergoes a lot of character development between the first novel and the second. She is still completely overwhelmed by the forcefulness of Julian’s personality and cannot find equal ground with him in their relationship, but she handles challenges with more maturity and grace than you see her exhibit in the beginning of their story. As Julian remarks, his little kitten has learned she has claws and is starting to figure out how to use them. This leads to slight changes in the dynamic of their relationship. Julian becomes more honest with her and share more about his work and past, so that their relationship no longer exists in a bubble. Nora begins to make requests of him, and assumes authority over domestic staff in their household. This authority is something that she never experienced with Beth and exemplifies the evolution of her role as a pampered wife from the abducted girl who shares the Master’s bed.

Nora learns to stand up for herself a little bit more and gains more of a sense of personal self in Keep Me, between her painting and studies. These activities are one of the positive changes from the first book that I loved. On the island Nora essentially just existed. She read, she watched movies, ran and swam and sunbathed, enjoying everything the island had to offer her. But her only interactions for 15 months were with Beth and Julian, her captors. She struggled to create a new self-identity in captivity and had little freedom to experience new things. The one saving grace was her ability to paint, something she had never had time to devote to in ‘the real world’. In Keep Me, she enrolls online at Standford University and makes great strides towards world art domination with her painting. Her life gains purpose besides serving Julian and merely existing.

There is great development from the first to second novel. By nature of holding a kidnap victim on a private island, there is a dearth of characters and plot development for much of the first book. While it works for Twist Me, it wouldn’t have worked a second time and I am glad that the author did not just seek to recreate her success with the first novel.

Rather, she continued to build this world and added numerous secondary characters, while allowing both Nora and Julian to grow in themselves, and in their relationships with each other. It was especially gratifying to see the role Nora’s parents play, finding their daughter after 15 months, just to hear her announce she is willingly moving to another continent with the man who kidnapped her. It is also interesting to read Julian’s POV, as this book is written from both perspectives.

My favourite scene I can’t remark on without major spoilers so I will end the review here, but I really hope you take my recommendation and read this book. The third one is called Hold Me and I will post my review of it in a few days.

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Twist Me by Anna Zaires – book review

Anna Zaire writes a couple of series. The one that I am going to review is a modern, new adult, (very) dark romance. The male protagonist is an anti-hero (Julian), a very successful international weapons dealer. He kidnaps 18yo Nora and takes her to his extremely remote private island in the South Pacific where he holds her captive, a victim for his violent erotic urges and bending her mind to his will.

This is a series of three books, the first of which is Twist Me, and I’m reviewing it in this post. I will post reviews of the second and third books shortly.

book 1

Blurb:

Kidnapped. Taken to a private island.

I never thought this could happen to me. I never imagined one chance meeting on the eve of my eighteenth birthday could change my life so completely.

Now I belong to him. To Julian. To a man who is as ruthless as he is beautiful – a man whose touch makes me burn. A man whose tenderness I find more devastating than his cruelty.

My captor is an enigma. I don’t know who he is or why he took me. There is a darkness inside him – a darkness that scares me even as it draws me in.

My name is Nora Leston, and this is my story.

WARNING: This is NOT a traditional romance. It contains disturbing subject matter, including themes of questionable consent and Stockholm Syndrome, as well as graphic sexual content. This is a work of fiction intended for a mature, 18+ audience only. The author neither endorses nor condones this type of behavior.

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I love this book! I found it online while searching for a dark romance and am so thankful I stumbled across it. There was the right amount of character development for Nora and it was refreshing to see her go through the psychological effects of her kidnapping in stages. I would imagine that the grief, anger and anxiety of being a victim would come in waves as it did for her.

Nora goes through her initial time on the island with schemes and escape attempts, testing the limits of her new world and trying to find a way to get back home to her parents. Then she goes through a period of relative peace, attempting to get along and not escape, consciously accepting this as her new life as a way to survive and protect her mental state. But in the unconscious recesses of her mind, Nora still fights against her captor and has not acclimated at all, a state that violently erupts from her during the evening of her birthday, her first since arriving on the island.

My favourite part of the book though, was Zaires’ writing of Julian. I imagine that he was a hard character to balance. Too evil and he is irredeemable and you lose your audience. But he has to stay bad and somewhat removed, because the reader is identifying with Nora, not him, and you want the reader to experience her emotional journey. I thought Zaires managed this balance very well.

Julian is undeniably a bad guy, from his actions with Nora to his occupation. But that doesn’t make him all bad, all the time. No one is. His relationship with Beth proves that he has a softer side, and so does his relationship with Nora.

(minor spoilers ahead, pertaining to Julian’s treatment of Nora)

Julian beats her in the sense that he is a sexual dominant, with some aspects of sadism in his personality, but he never harms her to the point where she needs medical attention, or leaves permanent marks. Welts and bruises fade in a couple of days and he is easily capable of doing far worse, proving that even while acting out his fantasies or punishing an escape attempt, he remains firmly in control of his desires and strengths, to avoid doing her damage.

Julian protects her from his enemies and “frenemies” in the weapons dealing industry. He controls her behavior not by beating her silly, or through sexual abuse or sensory deprivation, withholding of food, locking her in a dungeon or chemical substances, but with the health and well-being of a boy from home. Devious and sinister undoubtedly, that poor boy takes a few beatings for Nora’s actions, and this is a form of psychological torment for Nora.

But with all that, it is a relatively minor punishment considering all that he could do to this girl who is completely under his control and utterly defenseless. Not only did he not take out his rage on her body, but he refrained from even threatening her beloved parents or best friend, choosing instead a boy she had an adolescent crush on. He wants her love, not just her submission, and this creates a line he chooses not to cross, in his dealings with Nora.

In the next few days, I will post a review of the second book in the series, Keep Me. It will contain spoilers from book one, so if you are interested, check out the book before reading my next two reviews.

According to the author’s website, she is currently working on a side-quel to this series, that will take place after the conclusion of the third book, Hold Me. This side-quel will feature characters introduced in the second and third novels. I will eagerly be watching for a pre-order link to be posted for it.

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His Witness by Vanessa Waltz – A review

Last week I was jonesing for a dark romance… to be specific for Alexandr’s Cherished Submissive, by Ann Mayburn, but since it has not yet been published, I was out of luck. After turning to the Goodreads gods, I stumbled across His Witness by Vanessa Waltz.  It was the fourth in the Vittorio Crime Family series, which I’ve never read, but from the reviews it seemed fine to read as a standalone and I was desperate so I gave it a try.

And I am so glad that I did!

Introducing His Witness, by Vanessa Waltz

his witness

From the synopsis (short version: girl is reluctantly involved in mafia business, threatened by the FBI, turns state’s witness, gets kidnapped by the mafia from a safe-house, and needs to be convinced to change her testimony), I expected the plot to be very similar to others I have read but the reviews were compelling enough to give it a try.  The quality of researching Ms. Waltz put into understanding the psychology of her heroine was impressive and its emphasis in the novel brought me out of my usual comfort zone.

Here is a copy of the review I posted on Goodreads.

I thought this book was really well done in many respects. The basic plot premise is becoming a little trope at the moment, I’ve read others with a similar story, but I thought the author wrote the psychological aspects best. “His Witness” turned out to be less of a dark romance and more of a psychological thriller than I was expecting, but in this case it was a good thing. She understood the Stockholm Syndrome experienced by Melanie and how aspects of this would continue to dog her long past the last page of the book. Even though the reader gets to experience both Melanie and Tommy’s points of view, at times I felt like I had Stockholm Syndrome right along with her, the mark of a great author. Also, I really liked how her mafia characters stayed despicable through the story. A common weakness among writers is that they soften their bad guys and the story feels less genuine because of it.

The weakest part of the book, unfortunately, was the ending – based on other peoples’ ‘OMG plot twist!’ comments, I expected to be surprised but it was the same ending I’ve seen in other books. Up until that point, a great read though.

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